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4/28/2006 used t.
i've come t the realisation that i don't love nanyang, but i USED T love nanyang instead. i'm still desperately trying t find my own place in nanyang, but i can never seem t find it in 0635. my class is nice and all, but i haven't found friends i can feel totally comfortable suanning, friends i can talk t endlessly, friends i can always rely on t be my companion, friends i can crack crazy jokes with.. t cut things short, friends with whom i can really be myself! my classmates still seem like strangers t me, people whom i can only engage in small talk with, people whom i tag along with rather than be with..
i miss some of my 0630 friends. i miss having liying, chiatyin and rachel around. i wish they'd come back! but what's done cannot be undone, and we've more or less moved on.. but i still i miss you all truckloads!! ny just ain't the same anymore without all of you. i miss my og mate sherlene too. but we've kind of broken away from each other ever since she withdrew. i'll always remember being friends with you during O1 though!
hopefully, one day i'll be able t fit in. maybe all i need is just acceptance. i AM human, afterall. who doesn't seek attention? 0635, please let me find myself!
on a lighter note, i met up with wanqi, jas and tiffany along with xueting and cally today! haven't seen tiffany and wanqi in a longlong time. never seen them in vj and nj uniform before too. =p we ate at tpy's fiesta, then headed t town. took neos twice. hehe. once at the top level of cine, another at heeren. i love the neos taken at heeren! yay. felt really tired the whole day though, since i barely slept the night before. as a result i didn't go for the FOURSIX'05 gathering at amk mac cause i was feeling too tired.. sorry!
oh and i totally screwed up my bio test. damn.
going for synergy tmr. but i don't have much of a mood t go now. -.-
there's so much t do this weekend! gosh. am gonna write my list again lest i forget what i must do. mug for econs test. mug for math test. mug for gp test. 5 gp paragraphs. math tutorial 5b and 6. chem tutorials 4 onwards. chem prac qns. bio tys on enzymes. bio prac qns.
KOREAN DRAMAS!!
black pink white orange.
english songs.
chocolate!
going out.
night.
cashhh.
PUMA.
subway!!
shopping!
TOUCH RUGBY!
drummers!! :D
pigging out.
skate&surf stuff.
skateboarders.
surfers.
light-hearted movies.
bitching.
bright colours!
vampires! =))
making friends.
laughing!
sunsets!
mocha.
gossiping.
hongkong serials.
BUT SHE DOES HATE
people who act rebellious.
techno.
euu lurfbe miiexXx people.
posers.
being ignored.
loneliness.
sTiCkY cApPzzZ.
rejection.
horror movies.
boredom.
feeling inferior.
drifting away from ppl.
hypocrites.
feeling left out.
tacky graphics.
ppl who always think they're right.
those who name themselves xiiaobunniiex.
bengs & lians.
mats & minahs.
despotics.
stress.
SO GIVE HER MORE LOVE
gain weight!!
grow taller!
more bottoms.
more tops.
birkenstocks.
shoulder bag.
dunks.
water bottle.
socks in all colours!
new wallet.
satisfy my food cravings!!
complete my resolution.
more friends.
more monehh.
puma stuff.
be a better touch rugger.
more KOREAN DRAMAS!
learn t play drums.
running shoes.
slippers.
nice haircut.
break barriers.
hoodie jacket.
belts in black & white.
